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[Zara Girard]

I'm worried, scared, and just bored.

Anyone who feels the same as I do? Or at least in need of a companion? I'm pretty nice.

zara~

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Dear Zara,

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I think I can say I'm in the same boat, knut for your thoughts? [/blockquote]

[Zara Girard]

Well, worried because of...a few relationship problems. Scared because my father wrote to me saying things were getting darker outside, and I'm afraid of what might happen to him. And bored because, well, who likes lessons?

And any reason you're not mentioning your name, o mysterious one?

zara~

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Dear Zara,

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Relationship problems? I heard about you and Sirius...I'm sorry. And that is quite a foreboding notion, but all you can do is have faith he'll be safe, things will be okay. And I think I like the title 'O Mysterious One' better (;[/blockquote]

[Zara Girard]

Dear 'O Mysterious One',

Are you sure you want to be called that? Or are you afraid I might spot you in school and bite your head off or act all creepy? If you really want to be known as the mysterious one, well, I just have to hope you aren't a raving Slytherin who's finding a way into my head so that you can finally kill me.

And wow, you know about the thing between Sirius and me too? News travels fast these days. Oh wait, I forgot, he kind of proclaimed to the entire world that the relationship was over, why am I so surprised that you know? Thanks for feeling sorry anyway. Though, if you were a girl, you would most probably be celebrating. I'm taking that you're a male?

And yes, I'm just going to hope that my dad will be fine. It'd be nice if he replied to my owls...but hey, I shouldn't expect too much, he's kind of busy too, huh?

Now, tell me why you're feeling worried, scared and bored. You did mention that we were in the same boat.

zara~

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Dear Zara,

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Yeah, I think so, and a little bit of both (; Watch your back in the corridors, haha. Anyway, news does travel fast I suppose, but thats Hogwarts for you. Did he proclaim it to the world? Well, perhaps he was just trying to make light to hide his pain- losing a beautiful girl like you can't be easy. But I know Sirius a little bit, and a reckless bloke like him is bound to screw things up, its just a shame you had to get hurt in the process.

And I hope that you get a reply soon, but don't get anxious if you don't get one right away, especially if he's busy.

As for me, relationship problems as well, I guess its just a teenager thing all the relationship drama, I wish we could all just be happy. And I'm worried because I feel i may have lost a friendship with my hot temper, and as for bored, like you said who wouldn't be with all of our assignments.[/blockquote]

[Zara Girard]

Dear 'O Mysterious One',

Haha, you seem to have some sense of humor. I shall ignore the whole 'You might kill me' part of my mind for now.

And do you really think he might have done that because he was trying to make himself feel better? Hmm...it makes sense...but he kind of hurt me. There was this tiny part of me hoping to talk things out with him, but I heard him the following morning talking to his friends, and the hope was gone. And, well...he wasn't the only one who had screwed things up. I guess I'm at fault too? I don't know. I have a bad temper and am very stubborn, but I miss him terribly.

And, well, if you really want to get at least the friendship back, you could try talking to her? Not too sure about any other girl in Hogwarts being as heartless as me, heh. But I do wish you good luck in getting her back.

I hope you do not discuss whatever that's written here with anyone. I'm a really friendly person who'd talk to anyone, but private matters remain very private. I'm actually surprised that I've even written so much about my life issues in the owls to you. My subconscious mind must know that you're trust-worthy. ;)

P.S. Don't break that trust.

zara~

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Dear Zara,

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I really do think so, but it was still a really stupid way to go about it i suppose. And no one is the good guy in a breakup /: As for bad temper and stubborn, it's good you are willing to acknowledge it, that makes you a much better person than me. You could have much worse 'faults', i promiise (:

Heartless? I don't think so! The fact that your upset says otherwise, and do you really think she would want to talk? What if it just made things worse and I ruined it for good? Well I suppose if i don't do something it will fade away anyway huh? Perhaps i'll try to talk to her, shes always been reasonable after all...

Don't worry, this is between us, I won't share our conversation with anyone. Your subconscious mind is a good judge of character (; You can trust me, i promise. Even though you might not believe me if you knew my name :/ [/blockquote]

[Zara Girard]

Dear 'O Mysterious One'

Worse faults? Come on. You're giving me sensible advices that I can understand. You mustn't be so bad, really.

And yes, I think she would talk. If she still has feelings for you, that is. If you really don't want to risk anything first, just send her some signals first then. An eye-contact, a small smile, and then maybe a request to meet alone. She might just be wanting to end the argument, but not knowing how to, you know.

Thank you, for agreeing to keep this between us. Will you at least tell me now who you are?

Pretty please?

zara~

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Dear Zara,

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I'll tell you next time I see you, okay, keep you guessing a little longer (; For now I have to go, homework and all.
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